I've been pretty silent for quite some time and mainly it's because I've had nothing of any worth to say. Now for some reading you might still think what I have to say is of little worth, but here goes anyway. Today I waited and waited for a phone call or email about a job. I literally sat on the couch and watched tv and waited. It was the worst use of a day in the history my days. I worried and fretted over something I have no control over. I obsessed and analysed the emails I've gotten from this prospective employer. Then tonight I went to a concert...nothing out of the ordinary for a concert at SBU. At the end of the concert we sang a reletively old worship song called Holy and Anointed (I think). The words are: Jesus, Jesus Holy and Anointed One Jesus Your Name is like honey on my lips Your Spirit like water to my soul Your Word is a lamp unto my feet. Jesus I love you, I love you Jesus, Jesus Risen and Exalted One Jesus So, your thinking, big deal. Well, it was a big deal to me tonight. I was reminded that today and most of the other days I've lived in the past 2 months have been completely about me. There is something wrong. As the Lord was reminding me tonight that there is a lot to give. That I've lived life and should be actively sharing that with people around me. Lord willing, gone are the days of sitting on the couch and thinking only of myself. The job the Lord is going to give me is not going to come any sooner if I sit and wait and worry. Tomorrow is a new day and I can't wait to be a part of what the Lord has for it. Father- You are glorious and beautiful! Your Name is above all names. You hold all things together and I can trust Your will for my journey. Thank you Father for your character and how you continually pull me back into what you have for me. You, my precious Lord amaze me. Help me to always see and be watching for Your movement in and around me. Amen and Amen | 
